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I have a sudden, overwhelming, I-want-to-cry-with-the-force-of-it desire to curl up in bed, on my side.

It's been years since I could do either.

Sometimes I am so goddamn sick of only being able to lie on my back.

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okay, while I am being maudlin, I might as well type up the entry that's been bumping around my head the last few days.

( I miss playing the violin. )