I are bad spn fan
I don't know what's worse:
- the fact that I didn't know tonight was a new ep
- the fact that I didn't watch it
- the fact that I don't really care*
- the fact that I'm considering reading reactions before seeing the ep
(* ironically, or perhaps not, spn is a happy place. I should be all a-squee about new. but I'm not. ...I have a fear wrt new season of Merlin, which is more of a happy place, but that's more rational; SPN has been kind of wobbling between fail and happy, and I miss S1/S2 so much, whereas Merlin hasn't tipped over into fail yet, and I don't want it to.)
I am kind of feeling full of fail for lots of reasons. this ... is just one more. sry for the emo.
- the fact that I didn't know tonight was a new ep
- the fact that I didn't watch it
- the fact that I don't really care*
- the fact that I'm considering reading reactions before seeing the ep
(* ironically, or perhaps not, spn is a happy place. I should be all a-squee about new. but I'm not. ...I have a fear wrt new season of Merlin, which is more of a happy place, but that's more rational; SPN has been kind of wobbling between fail and happy, and I miss S1/S2 so much, whereas Merlin hasn't tipped over into fail yet, and I don't want it to.)
I am kind of feeling full of fail for lots of reasons. this ... is just one more. sry for the emo.