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I need sigma ammunition
Okay, so.
I have not had the best of days today, as the cherry on top of pretty much a week of fail; and I'm trying not to fall into sigma patterns of thought and behaviour, but that's kind of hard when I'm making stupid decisions and having rotten luck and generally just ... doing things that sigma thinks I should hate myself for.
Some of the fail (like, say, not being in bed yet) is stuff I can and will rectify. And some of it (like the chair thing) is way outside my control. But. Um. I need ammunition against sigma, and right now everything I have is double-edged, so I can't hurt sigma without hurting myself. So.
...
... I always feel stupid asking this sort of thing, because it's not the sort of thing I should need or even do, and because the benefit I get doesn't ever last long, but ... um.
If there's something, preferably recent, that I've done that you think is awesome, or if there's some definable reason why you like me or why you're reading my journal or whatever ... tell me?
(anon comments are screened, if you want privacy; that's the main reason this is public.)
I have not had the best of days today, as the cherry on top of pretty much a week of fail; and I'm trying not to fall into sigma patterns of thought and behaviour, but that's kind of hard when I'm making stupid decisions and having rotten luck and generally just ... doing things that sigma thinks I should hate myself for.
Some of the fail (like, say, not being in bed yet) is stuff I can and will rectify. And some of it (like the chair thing) is way outside my control. But. Um. I need ammunition against sigma, and right now everything I have is double-edged, so I can't hurt sigma without hurting myself. So.
...
... I always feel stupid asking this sort of thing, because it's not the sort of thing I should need or even do, and because the benefit I get doesn't ever last long, but ... um.
If there's something, preferably recent, that I've done that you think is awesome, or if there's some definable reason why you like me or why you're reading my journal or whatever ... tell me?
(anon comments are screened, if you want privacy; that's the main reason this is public.)