I think I am /going insane/

[ysobel]

It's not that I don't have anything to do: my apartment is full of books, some even unread, and full of yarn.

But, perversely, I (only) want to do the things I can't. Chat, GW/WoW, whatever. The gaming bit is partly habit, but I even want to write -- never mind that I haven't written anything in ages, never mind that if I physically could I probably wouldn't -- which is nigh impossible when I am on a keyboard that I can only type on by poking with a stick, which is slow and pathetic and hurts my wrists. Doesn't stop me from writing entries, obviously, but I can only manage short ones, and only because I am self-destructively persistent.

(The above paragraphs took ~15 min to write, allowing for "ow fuck" breaks every few words.)

*wallows about in the yummy gloopy mud of self-pity*

Comments

[j_crew_guy]

I totally know how you feel. Whenever the internets go down or whatever, that is just about the only thing I care about/am interested in doing, despite everything else I have to read/watch/do. *hugs*

[mathsnerd]

How can you go mad when you're already there? /ducks

very carefully ;)

[ysobel]

(and technically, I did not indicate whether "going insane" meant /losing/ sanity or /gaining/ it...)

:D

[mathsnerd]

[greenbirds]

I sympathize. I've been sans television since the ex moved out three weeks ago and took it with him (it was his, so no argument there). I am not a huge TV-watcher generally, with the exception of the handful of shows that I fangirl, but of course now that I don't have a TV, it's *all* I want to do. (Fortunately, new!TV is being delivered tomorrow, at which point I'll probably decide I'd rather read a book. My brain is perverse that way.)

[synecdochic]

love.

[ysobel]

love times infinity. <3