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masquerading as a man with a reason ([personal profile] ysobel) wrote2013-05-17 11:26 pm

..but I will sing you lullabies and wake you in the morning

So after a very long day involving my normal vet and then the teaching hospital and a bunch of tests and stuff, here's what's going on with Suri.

Bloodwork results - bun 188, creat 7.3, serious levels of anemia, other stuff I don't remember. No obvious signs of infection or other easily treatable thing.

Ultrasound results - kidneys are small and abnormal and are showing changes consistent with end stages of renal failure. Indications of possible pancreatitis and of a probably-benign lump in the liver that isn't helping matters. Weirdness with a few other organs that could be related to the renal failure or could be lymphoma but at this point it sort of doesn't matter.

Physical exam results - dehydrated and malnourished and generally not in good shape.

Overview - probable end stages of renal failure, possibly complicated by lymphoma. IV fluids would rehydrate her but only as long as the IV is in, and would complicate the anemia; a blood transfusion would help the anemia but only for the life of red blood cells, because she can't really produce her own

I was given a three way choice: a) admit her to the vet hospital for IV stuffs, which is high stress for low gain and about as useful in the long run as a band-aid on a gaping chest wound; b) take her home, keep doing the subq fluids as long as she allows it, keep track of her quality of life and call them when it gets bad enough; or c) euthanize her.

I went with option b.

So she's back home, but I have no idea for how long. The prognosis is pretty damn poor. And all I can really do is love at her.

(all the love, pretty girl. All the goddamn love in the whole goddamn world.)
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[personal profile] not_a_sniglet 2013-05-18 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
Oh god. Ysa, I am so so so sorry.

*Hugs tightly, or the thought of hugs or something comforting, and pets for the pretty girl* She's in my thoughts.

-Axel
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[personal profile] meloukhia 2013-05-18 04:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I have been here, and it is a terrible place to be. I am so sorry. Going with option B is a good choice—you'll get a chance to spend some time loving on her, and cats have a way of letting you know when they are ready to move on.

Much, much love to both of you.
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[personal profile] synecdochic 2013-05-18 06:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, no no no no no no.

i think option b is a good one, though.
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[personal profile] jesse_the_k 2013-05-18 09:31 pm (UTC)(link)
You took the best option you could. <3s
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[personal profile] wolfshark 2013-05-19 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
I went through this with my baby girl Karma last fall, and it's really really hard All the hugs.
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[personal profile] rainbow 2013-05-19 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
I sorrow with you. May her remaining time be comfortable, peaceful, and filled with love.
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[personal profile] amadi 2013-05-19 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry. Sending a blanket of love to wrap around you both.
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[personal profile] ursamajor 2013-05-19 07:28 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry to hear about Suri. All the hugs because words won't do. :(
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[personal profile] mathsnerd 2013-05-19 09:45 am (UTC)(link)
Went through this with my baby Marble in June 2010. So sorry you have to experience it too. You made the right choice from hard choices. *tight hugs and skritches for Suri*
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[personal profile] ephemera 2013-05-19 10:53 am (UTC)(link)
That sounds so horribly familiar from Ariel - you've made the right choice from some really hard options. Poor kitten, and poor you. Sometimes all you can do is offer love and comfort and safe, familiar spaces. *hand squeezes*
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[personal profile] lferion 2013-05-20 07:22 pm (UTC)(link)
I am so, so sorry.

*All the love in the world to you & yours*
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[personal profile] cadenzamuse 2013-05-21 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry to hear this. And I hope you two have good times together with the little time you have left.