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Miscellany
1. Realization: my perfectionism may be an ocd-ish thing (a belief that being perfect prevents bad shit from happening) ... which is self-reinforcing because life includes bad shit and also me being perfect is impossible
2. I miss being able to do counted cross stitch. Also knitting.
3. There is a line between acknowledging the reality of sucky situations (good) and brainwashing yourself into keeping that as normal (bad) and I don't know where that is.
4. My brain really wants a mashup of "I want a hippopotamus for Christmas" and the House Hippo PSA (and maybe also the #yuletide discord and the hippos there) ... only I don't know how to write that
5. I did a few art-y things but the image upload process here is annoying, bah. (One thing I miss about ravelry is the streamlined image upload.)
2. I miss being able to do counted cross stitch. Also knitting.
3. There is a line between acknowledging the reality of sucky situations (good) and brainwashing yourself into keeping that as normal (bad) and I don't know where that is.
4. My brain really wants a mashup of "I want a hippopotamus for Christmas" and the House Hippo PSA (and maybe also the #yuletide discord and the hippos there) ... only I don't know how to write that
5. I did a few art-y things but the image upload process here is annoying, bah. (One thing I miss about ravelry is the streamlined image upload.)