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Ugh.
Too much shit going down right now.
CW: pet death (not mine)
Friend A: has a ESA cat who's sick/dying and has to be put down
Friend B: has a service dog who got heatstroke and died while at a boarding facility while B was on vacation
both things are horrible; the second especially because I worry so so much about something / anything happening to Yahtzee
so they're hurting, and I'm hurting and scared and I know that pets don't ever live forever so something will eventually happen and I will be devastated
and on top of all the aide shit (for those not on my access list, short version = getting into a screaming fight sunday that included lies and gaslighting and emotional manipulation (incl textbook DARVO) on my aide's part, subsequently firing said aide and changing locks and dealing with emotional rollercoaster aftereffects) I'm just
a complete mess
(understatement)
Too much shit going down right now.
CW: pet death (not mine)
Friend A: has a ESA cat who's sick/dying and has to be put down
Friend B: has a service dog who got heatstroke and died while at a boarding facility while B was on vacation
both things are horrible; the second especially because I worry so so much about something / anything happening to Yahtzee
so they're hurting, and I'm hurting and scared and I know that pets don't ever live forever so something will eventually happen and I will be devastated
and on top of all the aide shit (for those not on my access list, short version = getting into a screaming fight sunday that included lies and gaslighting and emotional manipulation (incl textbook DARVO) on my aide's part, subsequently firing said aide and changing locks and dealing with emotional rollercoaster aftereffects) I'm just
a complete mess
(understatement)