ysobel: Artwork of a curled-up stick figure trying to stave off crushing darkness (depression)
masquerading as a man with a reason ([personal profile] ysobel) wrote2017-09-07 01:59 pm

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Ugh.

Too much shit going down right now.

CW: pet death (not mine)


Friend A: has a ESA cat who's sick/dying and has to be put down

Friend B: has a service dog who got heatstroke and died while at a boarding facility while B was on vacation

both things are horrible; the second especially because I worry so so much about something / anything happening to Yahtzee

so they're hurting, and I'm hurting and scared and I know that pets don't ever live forever so something will eventually happen and I will be devastated


and on top of all the aide shit (for those not on my access list, short version = getting into a screaming fight sunday that included lies and gaslighting and emotional manipulation (incl textbook DARVO) on my aide's part, subsequently firing said aide and changing locks and dealing with emotional rollercoaster aftereffects) I'm just

a complete mess

(understatement)
kaberett: Trans symbol with Swiss Army knife tools at other positions around the central circle. (Default)

[personal profile] kaberett 2017-09-07 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
I bear witness. <3
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[personal profile] lferion 2017-09-07 09:55 pm (UTC)(link)
*Hugs you*
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[personal profile] spoke 2017-09-07 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs*
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[personal profile] jesse_the_k 2017-09-08 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, I'm listening.
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[personal profile] pauamma 2017-09-08 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
/me offers huggizing and listenitude.
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[personal profile] lilysea 2017-09-08 01:46 pm (UTC)(link)
What is DARVO?