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I wonder if I will ever stop feeling like I am Surviving (either crisis mode or distracting myself from crisis mode) and go back to feeling like a person. I'm not keeping up socially anywhere -- here, my rav groups, the Facebook peeps I care about -- and I feel like a bad friend for it.

Otoh, I think I did my mini-wring goal, and I haven't lost my Duo streak yet (447ish).

I'm just tired of needing things, and tired of not coping, and tired of not having enough sides, and tired of adjusting to new people, and tired of equipment breaking down,

Meh.