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Apr. 16th, 2014 03:37 pmStill around, just don't have a whole lot to say.
Everything sort of feels like either I am in a chrysalis with some big transformation ahead of me, or in a state of decay withering to nothing, and I can't tell which. Either way, there's nothing to see here but a puddle of goop.
(Speaking of goop... Have you ever watched air bubbles rise through a thick clear substance like liquid soap? The way it sort of glurps into existence at the formation (like if you're pouring softsoap from one container into another) and drifts upwards until -- blup! -- it's gone. My emotions are rather like that right now; mostly an unpleasantly neutral sort of blah, and there are occasional glurps of happiness that last briefly and then blup away again.)
Everything sort of feels like either I am in a chrysalis with some big transformation ahead of me, or in a state of decay withering to nothing, and I can't tell which. Either way, there's nothing to see here but a puddle of goop.
(Speaking of goop... Have you ever watched air bubbles rise through a thick clear substance like liquid soap? The way it sort of glurps into existence at the formation (like if you're pouring softsoap from one container into another) and drifts upwards until -- blup! -- it's gone. My emotions are rather like that right now; mostly an unpleasantly neutral sort of blah, and there are occasional glurps of happiness that last briefly and then blup away again.)