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Something I realized recently is that the ten years between 2001 and 2011 are very very blurry for me. I know I existed, but I can't remember it, and I can't remember dates. Somewhere in there I went to grad school -- but I don't emmer when. Somewhere in there my parents got divorced -- but I don't remember when. Somewhere in there I lost the ability to go to the bathroom by myself; somewhere in there I lost the ability to get in and out of bed by myself, and I remember fairly vividly the night the latter changed (had to call my mom after an hour of being unable to swing my legs up onto the bed; somewhere in there I lost more and more pieces of my mobility, and I don't remember when.

Some of all that I could reconstruct by going back through LJ entries for the years in question. But I can't remember, can't ever remember, and when I find out dates for stuff it slips through my mind like water and disappears.

(Post 2011 isn't super great, except that a) 2011 is the year I got Yahtzee, and by extension the year I got a Suri, and b) nothing much since then has changed, except for cat. But there's really not much else *to* remember.)

When I was a kid, I used to have a really good memory. I don't know why that's changed so much.