Cpap saga continued

Well fuck. Talked with a cpap tech, who said a) there is no larger strap, b) there are no other nasal pillow style masks for me to try, and c) b doesn’t matter because the exchange was a one time thing, not a repeated offer. (I could get a new mask with cash pay, but nothing covered by insurance.) My option is basically “give it more time so the straps stretch out a bit”.

I want to cry.

(I don't know whyfor the crying, except I'm just over-overwhelmed right now. But of course my afternoon aide just showed up so I can't actually cry.)