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Oct. 9th, 2018 11:13 pmRight now I am in that annoying duality of "exhausted and need sleep" (I was so tired last night that I skipped rehearsal to go to bed early, and probably slept 12 hours last night and it wasn't enough, plus it's 11pm now and I'm only just getting settled into ned) and "too hyped up too sleep". (Had an evening event of doing soul collage -- made two cards, will share later (did I ever share the one I did a few weeks ago?) -- and haven't wound down from it.)
It's a very annoying duality, because I'm too tired to do anything with the energy, and I know I need to sleep, but creatively I'm all revved up.
On top of the general fatigue issues, I've been having weird things in the last few weeks of exhaustion plus a mildly sore/dry throat (not sore like swallowing razor blades like with strep, just like the scratchy start to something bigger, except it doesn't develop into something bigger). I don't know if this is a virus that I'm fighting off or if it's some sort of allergies or something.
And between that and being Not Young Ahy More, I keep underestimating how long it will take me to recover from energy-spending events. Saturday was busy -- I had a dog swim event on Saturday (Y had a fabulous time; pictures on FB if you know my rl name) and then the chorale had a party celebrating its 40th anniversary, and that's only 4-5 hours of Stuff but I was a total zombie Sunday and Monday and couldn't even manage rehearsal Monday night, which I felt bad about but ehhh I needed the sleep.
Speaking of which. I should probably go sleep.
It's a very annoying duality, because I'm too tired to do anything with the energy, and I know I need to sleep, but creatively I'm all revved up.
On top of the general fatigue issues, I've been having weird things in the last few weeks of exhaustion plus a mildly sore/dry throat (not sore like swallowing razor blades like with strep, just like the scratchy start to something bigger, except it doesn't develop into something bigger). I don't know if this is a virus that I'm fighting off or if it's some sort of allergies or something.
And between that and being Not Young Ahy More, I keep underestimating how long it will take me to recover from energy-spending events. Saturday was busy -- I had a dog swim event on Saturday (Y had a fabulous time; pictures on FB if you know my rl name) and then the chorale had a party celebrating its 40th anniversary, and that's only 4-5 hours of Stuff but I was a total zombie Sunday and Monday and couldn't even manage rehearsal Monday night, which I felt bad about but ehhh I needed the sleep.
Speaking of which. I should probably go sleep.