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Feb. 25th, 2019 04:14 pmchair is still not fixed
don't have aides yet (and the one that's quitting has her last shift wednesday, plus the one that isn't having cataract surgery in the next couple weeks)
my brain is alternately BSOD-ing with anxiety and diving into defeatism and suicidal ideation
(disclaimer: I am physically safe & have a support team. but sometimes I just want to give up and let the brainweasels win)
don't have aides yet (and the one that's quitting has her last shift wednesday, plus the one that isn't having cataract surgery in the next couple weeks)
my brain is alternately BSOD-ing with anxiety and diving into defeatism and suicidal ideation
(disclaimer: I am physically safe & have a support team. but sometimes I just want to give up and let the brainweasels win)