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I - a poem

my bed smells of me
but more of pee and despair
this is my life now

II - not a poem

Right now I have one aide working three shifts and one aide doing everyfuckingthing else.

I am trying to find more.

I have been trying for a month.

I have done all of two interviews. One was scheduled to show up that night to watch the procedure, and just ghosted. The other watched and got some training and ... then texted me that she'd found a job closer to her and she was very sorry and also very grateful to me for having given her the opportunity.

III - an unrelated realization; or, the accidental diet

Content warning: eating patterns and diets and stuff.

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IV - a poem written by my smoke detector

beep beep beep beep beep
no (beep) smoke (beep) just good fun
beep beep beep beep beep