Miscy things
Jun. 30th, 2011 03:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ysobel* I seem to have this habit of tripping and creating new comms. ![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
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* Am doing a last-minute dither on whether or not to do Camp NaNoWriMo. On the one hand: already doing Clarion Write-a-thon, so it's not like I need more pressure. On the other hand: already doing Clarion W-a-t, which gives me a 750 word baseline each day. On the third hand: Have no preparation in place. On the fourth appendage: July's better than November. On the fifth tentacle: there is RL Stuff happening next weekend, for definitions of weekend that start on Thursday. On the nth $thing: I also want to be writing k_b stuff. On the n+1th $otherthing: ...flail. I don't know.
* Want to write but can't overcome the inertia, and the rare times I do the stuff I come up with is total shit. Depression-fueled writing drought sucks thoroughly.
* There is nothing like staring into a full-size mirror (getting my hair trimmed) to make me realize just how wide my hips/butt/whatever are. Also my neck. I know that I'm not fat, but I also know that I am more chubby (♪ I'm just sayin', cause I wuv you ♪) than I would like to be; and if it were someone else I would be quick to point out that a) kind of hard to exercise when you can't move, and b) some of the hip issue is bone growth, not fat, and some of the double chin thing is from having my head fixed slightly down from center, and c) thin would suck because there would be pointy bones poking into skin, and d) I would rather be happy and a bit overweight than starving and miserable and probably still overweight; but it's not someone else and I find it hard to look in a mirror and not hate what I see. Plus, with my legs frozen in position pretty much together, I am starting to get friction rash type stuff where the inside thighs meet.
* and am about to go clothes shopping which in no way helps the previous point x.x
* Unrelatedly, am tempted to make an eye appointment to a) see if my scrip needs changing, especially now that I'm not driving and am doing more closeup work, b) get glasses that aren't bifocal because the change line drives me insane, and c) see if she can wizard up some sort of magnifying prism glasses that magically let me see my hands uninterrupted (as it is, the bottom line of my glasses frame falls mid-hand, with a bit of doubling/shifting there, and if I want to be able to do crafty stuff like cross-stitch that is totally not useful).
* ...I am trying to refrain from looking on rav to see if anyuone's deconstructed Moira's hat. Do not need X-Men knitting, especially when I am less than halfway through the Scarf of Awesome that I also want to do hat + wristwarmers for. But it was a kind of cool hat.
googleplus, this time, for people who are using g= or who want to know more about it. * Am doing a last-minute dither on whether or not to do Camp NaNoWriMo. On the one hand: already doing Clarion Write-a-thon, so it's not like I need more pressure. On the other hand: already doing Clarion W-a-t, which gives me a 750 word baseline each day. On the third hand: Have no preparation in place. On the fourth appendage: July's better than November. On the fifth tentacle: there is RL Stuff happening next weekend, for definitions of weekend that start on Thursday. On the nth $thing: I also want to be writing k_b stuff. On the n+1th $otherthing: ...flail. I don't know.
* Want to write but can't overcome the inertia, and the rare times I do the stuff I come up with is total shit. Depression-fueled writing drought sucks thoroughly.
* There is nothing like staring into a full-size mirror (getting my hair trimmed) to make me realize just how wide my hips/butt/whatever are. Also my neck. I know that I'm not fat, but I also know that I am more chubby (♪ I'm just sayin', cause I wuv you ♪) than I would like to be; and if it were someone else I would be quick to point out that a) kind of hard to exercise when you can't move, and b) some of the hip issue is bone growth, not fat, and some of the double chin thing is from having my head fixed slightly down from center, and c) thin would suck because there would be pointy bones poking into skin, and d) I would rather be happy and a bit overweight than starving and miserable and probably still overweight; but it's not someone else and I find it hard to look in a mirror and not hate what I see. Plus, with my legs frozen in position pretty much together, I am starting to get friction rash type stuff where the inside thighs meet.
* and am about to go clothes shopping which in no way helps the previous point x.x
* Unrelatedly, am tempted to make an eye appointment to a) see if my scrip needs changing, especially now that I'm not driving and am doing more closeup work, b) get glasses that aren't bifocal because the change line drives me insane, and c) see if she can wizard up some sort of magnifying prism glasses that magically let me see my hands uninterrupted (as it is, the bottom line of my glasses frame falls mid-hand, with a bit of doubling/shifting there, and if I want to be able to do crafty stuff like cross-stitch that is totally not useful).
* ...I am trying to refrain from looking on rav to see if anyuone's deconstructed Moira's hat. Do not need X-Men knitting, especially when I am less than halfway through the Scarf of Awesome that I also want to do hat + wristwarmers for. But it was a kind of cool hat.