Some observations
Feb. 22nd, 2014 02:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ysobel1) Getting a Goldilocks amount of sleep is awesome. (Usually I either a) wake up an hour or so before my aide is supposed to show up, then doze off and slip into dreamstate so that I am all off kilter when I get woken up, or b) sleep until I can't sleep any more (which is sort of like eating until you're stuffed), but today I managed to hit a good amount.)
2) 68 (F; 20 C) and sunny is my favorite sort of weather omg. (I know we need rain, but I love this so very much.)
3) My cousin's baby is the cutest baby ever, I swear.
4) I am still not writing much but I am starting to be able to sort of ... tell snippets to myself in my head, is the only way I can describe it? Which is at least progress?
5) My good mood of today (see especially points 1 and 2 above) was kind of dampened by reading an article on someone who has FOP (the same condition I have) but whose only restrictions are in the left hip and in her jaw, and I got kind of overwhelmed with massive resentment towards someone who is ~struggling bravely~ (not really her words, but the tone of the article and comments) when I have so much more restriction, and I know it's not fair because a) FOP is scary as shit because of the progressive aspect and worrying about the future and b) just because person A "has it worse" than person B doesn't mean person B's problems aren't significant, but that doesn't actually get rid of the resentment, just add an anvil of self-loathing, which doesn't help anything
6) I have a post brewing about legitimizing/honoring emotions, but ... now would not be a good time. /eyes brain/
2) 68 (F; 20 C) and sunny is my favorite sort of weather omg. (I know we need rain, but I love this so very much.)
3) My cousin's baby is the cutest baby ever, I swear.
4) I am still not writing much but I am starting to be able to sort of ... tell snippets to myself in my head, is the only way I can describe it? Which is at least progress?
5) My good mood of today (see especially points 1 and 2 above) was kind of dampened by reading an article on someone who has FOP (the same condition I have) but whose only restrictions are in the left hip and in her jaw, and I got kind of overwhelmed with massive resentment towards someone who is ~struggling bravely~ (not really her words, but the tone of the article and comments) when I have so much more restriction, and I know it's not fair because a) FOP is scary as shit because of the progressive aspect and worrying about the future and b) just because person A "has it worse" than person B doesn't mean person B's problems aren't significant, but that doesn't actually get rid of the resentment, just add an anvil of self-loathing, which doesn't help anything
6) I have a post brewing about legitimizing/honoring emotions, but ... now would not be a good time. /eyes brain/