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Aug. 9th, 2014 06:08 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ysobel... not coping particularly well right now. need to whine.
butt hurts from this chair (it's the same cushion swapped over, but my positioning's off). back hurts also and can't tilt back to relieve it.
face is itchy as heck and I have no idea why ... or what to do about it.
arm hurts if I use the mouse too much
I have a project I want to make with a particular yarn that I know I have (green wool) but I've looked in the obvious places and a few non-obvious ones
and I have too much yarn
except I can never find what I need when I need it
but I have enough that I'm not allowed to acquire more
and most of the nice yarn I have needs winding into balls, which I can't do and I feel guilty imposing on people and also I can't find all the parts to my swift
and my whole apartment is a mess and all cluttered and disorganized and I can't fix it, and my aides are spread thin enough that I can't say "oh and let's clean everything out of this closet today", and it wouldn't do any good, and if I get someone to help it's a horrible imposition on them and also they'll throw away all the stuff I want to keep, and they'll judge me for the stuff I have and/or the fact that I'm getting rid of it, and and and
*bursts into tears, sniffles*
butt hurts from this chair (it's the same cushion swapped over, but my positioning's off). back hurts also and can't tilt back to relieve it.
face is itchy as heck and I have no idea why ... or what to do about it.
arm hurts if I use the mouse too much
I have a project I want to make with a particular yarn that I know I have (green wool) but I've looked in the obvious places and a few non-obvious ones
and I have too much yarn
except I can never find what I need when I need it
but I have enough that I'm not allowed to acquire more
and most of the nice yarn I have needs winding into balls, which I can't do and I feel guilty imposing on people and also I can't find all the parts to my swift
and my whole apartment is a mess and all cluttered and disorganized and I can't fix it, and my aides are spread thin enough that I can't say "oh and let's clean everything out of this closet today", and it wouldn't do any good, and if I get someone to help it's a horrible imposition on them and also they'll throw away all the stuff I want to keep, and they'll judge me for the stuff I have and/or the fact that I'm getting rid of it, and and and
*bursts into tears, sniffles*
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Date: 2014-08-10 05:52 am (UTC)I don't know if movie watching is on your want to do list, but if it is, here's a link to Shelter - a gay romance movie with a happy ending. https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/584742/Shelter.avi
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Date: 2014-08-10 08:35 am (UTC)i have no money at all for return postage, but if you could cover that and it would help, you're welcome to ship your yarn up here for me to wind for you. i have a swift and a ball winder. (the kind that makes cakes rather than balls.)