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ysobelI'm actually in a good mood.
Not just coping, not just okay-ish, but actually good.
I'd almost forgotten what that was like,
(I strongly suspect that getting Reiki today -- first time since march 2020 -- helped a lot. Like, by 'a lot', I mean holy fucking crap I actually feel halfway human again *and I didn't this morning*.)
(...Cookies helped too. Also getting Fallout 4 GOTY for $10 on Steam. But those weren't desperation retail therapy, like some of my pandemic-era purchases have been, a hollow attempt to fill an infinite void within.)
I knew Reiki worked (for me) but. Wow.
Not just coping, not just okay-ish, but actually good.
I'd almost forgotten what that was like,
(I strongly suspect that getting Reiki today -- first time since march 2020 -- helped a lot. Like, by 'a lot', I mean holy fucking crap I actually feel halfway human again *and I didn't this morning*.)
(...Cookies helped too. Also getting Fallout 4 GOTY for $10 on Steam. But those weren't desperation retail therapy, like some of my pandemic-era purchases have been, a hollow attempt to fill an infinite void within.)
I knew Reiki worked (for me) but. Wow.