*vibrates*
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ysobelI think I may have had too much coffee.
Also, my brain is still obsessed with the serialkiller!Winchesters thing. (The latest installment is a mildly-twisted AU in which one of the things Sam and Dean learned from John is that getting the evil whateveritis dead is the /most important thing/, above and beyond anything else -- and it would have been a repeating lesson, and also the last thing they learned from him, since it AUs IMToD by having him make the deal and then kill the YED, and he still dies because, I don't know, either it's a suicide-bomber tactic or else the demons in charge of Deals are super pissed at him for breaking his word -- and just, like, I don't even know. Running mantras of /family above all/ and /kill the monsters regardless of cost/ that have warped Sam and Dean into a morality where laws don't apply to them, civilians are unimportant, Sam for some reason really likes blood, and ... *flail* These are not behaving themselves by becoming stories.)
(...I did get my brigits flame entry in, but it sucks horribly, and also contains no sff elements, which is completely weird for me because everything I write has some sort of sffian aspect, even if it's only in the backstory/worldbuilding that stays in my head. I even planned to do a magic-based story, and came out with ... um ... obsessive knitting? *baffled shrug*)
Did I mention that I am /vibrating/? Like, literally? As in, I am sitting here alternately bouncing up and down and wiggling back and forth?
Also, I have a headache, though that probably has less to do with coffee and more to do with not having actually eaten anything but a bowl of popcorn since breakfast. Oops? (Though the fact that I /have enough energy to be vibrating/ when I /haven't had enough food/ is kind of ... backwards. Also counterproductive. Also why do I not have this sort of physical energy when I actually /want/ it?)
Also also, I can't concentrate.
Um.
Yeah.
ETA: Amusingly, moving my chair back and forth somewhat rapidly achieves /exactly the same effect/ as fidgeting, even though it isn't physically generated movement..
Also, my brain is still obsessed with the serialkiller!Winchesters thing. (The latest installment is a mildly-twisted AU in which one of the things Sam and Dean learned from John is that getting the evil whateveritis dead is the /most important thing/, above and beyond anything else -- and it would have been a repeating lesson, and also the last thing they learned from him, since it AUs IMToD by having him make the deal and then kill the YED, and he still dies because, I don't know, either it's a suicide-bomber tactic or else the demons in charge of Deals are super pissed at him for breaking his word -- and just, like, I don't even know. Running mantras of /family above all/ and /kill the monsters regardless of cost/ that have warped Sam and Dean into a morality where laws don't apply to them, civilians are unimportant, Sam for some reason really likes blood, and ... *flail* These are not behaving themselves by becoming stories.)
(...I did get my brigits flame entry in, but it sucks horribly, and also contains no sff elements, which is completely weird for me because everything I write has some sort of sffian aspect, even if it's only in the backstory/worldbuilding that stays in my head. I even planned to do a magic-based story, and came out with ... um ... obsessive knitting? *baffled shrug*)
Did I mention that I am /vibrating/? Like, literally? As in, I am sitting here alternately bouncing up and down and wiggling back and forth?
Also, I have a headache, though that probably has less to do with coffee and more to do with not having actually eaten anything but a bowl of popcorn since breakfast. Oops? (Though the fact that I /have enough energy to be vibrating/ when I /haven't had enough food/ is kind of ... backwards. Also counterproductive. Also why do I not have this sort of physical energy when I actually /want/ it?)
Also also, I can't concentrate.
Um.
Yeah.
ETA: Amusingly, moving my chair back and forth somewhat rapidly achieves /exactly the same effect/ as fidgeting, even though it isn't physically generated movement..
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Date: 2010-05-24 01:34 pm (UTC)That's.... actually kinda interesting!