Can I have a do-over on the month?
Jan. 13th, 2011 03:13 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ysobel...on top of all the fun stuff happening right now? I just found out that our local Coldstone Creamery (which was my favorite ice cream place by far) has shut down.
Yeah, I know, first world problems etc, but /man/.
*glowers at the universe*
... I feel like I'm this ][ close to shattering into a total crying-so-hard-I-can't-breathe meltdown. and I don't even really know why. I mean, some of the triggers are obvious (chair, stupid mental thought-traps) but it doesn't really fully explain it and I don't know what to do except try to remember how to breathe.
And I kinda want to make an order either for yarn (not that I NEED more yarn, but I want to make this and these and these (sheeps!) and these -- and I don't have the right colors of yarns for any of those) or beading supplies (because I am uber leet at wirewrapping, right?) just to feel better but that's ... kind of ridiculous >.<
Yeah, I know, first world problems etc, but /man/.
*glowers at the universe*
... I feel like I'm this ][ close to shattering into a total crying-so-hard-I-can't-breathe meltdown. and I don't even really know why. I mean, some of the triggers are obvious (chair, stupid mental thought-traps) but it doesn't really fully explain it and I don't know what to do except try to remember how to breathe.
And I kinda want to make an order either for yarn (not that I NEED more yarn, but I want to make this and these and these (sheeps!) and these -- and I don't have the right colors of yarns for any of those) or beading supplies (because I am uber leet at wirewrapping, right?) just to feel better but that's ... kind of ridiculous >.<
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Date: 2011-01-14 01:21 am (UTC)did you ever try any of the hemisync stuff? there's some that's good for relaxation, i think.
*pettings* *lovelvoelove*
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Date: 2011-01-14 04:32 am (UTC)