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I am abnormally hyperfidgetyrestless. no clue why. is very annoying when I can't actually really move. Or go anywhere arghflargl.

*jitters leg*

It doesn't even feel like useful productive energy. Just ... I want to go for a long hard run. 'cept for the part where I can't. (And going for a long wheelchair-ride doesn't have the same amount of physical release. does have some mental release -- it's amazing how much physical stuff is really mental -- but can't go anywhere as CHAIR IS NOT FIXED YET gaaaah.)

*taps finger against keyboard*

and I am, unsurprisingly, procrastinating working on my stargate big bang. I know that I just need to churn out a rough draft and then go from there but my editorbrain is all NOOO MUST BE PERFECT FIRST TIME and --

/headtilt/

(well, virtual headtilt. my head does not actually tilt.)

I don't know I can't even keep track of what I'm saying. Or thinking. This is disturbingly like the side effect I had with ... some med or other ... but I'm not taking that, and I haven't changed meds at all, so there is no rhyme or reason for this.

Well, no, there are plenty of rhymes for 'this'. But that's not the point.

...also my hip hurts, which is partly because of bad seating positions and partly because of FOP shit happening there and partly idek.

mehhh.

ETA: It is an indication of my mindset right now that not two minutes after posting the entry, I am refreshing my friends page going "why has no one commented or written a new entry or done omething hurry up people". /facepalm/