oh ... huh

reading latest CA letter:

It sucks being a driven person with tons of ideas and heaps of motivation and no energy.

(Actually, it’s taken a long time to realize that’s what I am and why I feel so frustrated; for decades I assumed I was just lazy and unmotivated, and only recently realized if I were, I probably wouldn’t find my forced inactivity so awful.)

(https://captainawkward.com/2020/08/03/1286-how-do-i-create-good-art-when-life-is-tough-and-might-not-get-easier/)

::eyes self in contemplation::

also the thing in cap's answer about making art being valuable even if it isn't good... hm