Oct. 3rd, 2020

ysobel: A grumpy puppet version of Angel (grumpy puppet)
I hate shark week and feeling like a roto-rooter has been at my uterus. I hate my commode chair not working and hate NuMotion for how long it's taking to get fixed (and also for calling me at fucking 8 fucking 30 yesterday to say the tech we had an appointment with that day wouldn't be there) and if the appointment gets postponed again I am going to just call up and goatscream at them (okay probably not). I hate that whoever's fault the delay has been won't actually be affected I hate being tech support for my mom. I hate that the choral manager has decided that tracking attendance during zoom rehearsals will be done by putting our name in chat to everyone. I hate that I can't get a leaf that fucking looks like I want it to. I hate that I can't really knit easily any more. I hate that nothing comes out like I wand it to. I hate that I can't decide what to do with my AC island. I hate that Nintendo fucked up my pocket camp game --

...see, you can link a pocket camp game to a Nintendo account for things like cloud save and restoring to new device. I had two games, one on my phone and one on my tablet. In setting up the tablet I accidentally linked the wrong Nintendo account, and fixing it ... well, I assumed that "unlink account / delete save data" meant unlink the account from the device and clear the restored game off the device. Turns out it means unlink the account from pocket camp entirely and delete the cloud-saved data, to the point that I couldn't access the game on my phone because it just gave a "account has been deleted" error message. So ... now I have one game and a lot of crankiness.

-- and yes I blame them because the wording was stupid. I hate that I have to fucking sleep on my back and I hate how hard it is to get to sleep and I hate that one of my morning aides has a schedule that means I have to get up an hour early two days a week. I hate that I can't remember anything any more and I can't do anything any more. I hate that all I have is complaints. I hate that getting all the out didn't actually fix anything. I hate myself and my body and my brainweasels and the fact that I haven't made anything of my life. I hate fucking gratitude shit even though I know it's probably healthier mentally.

:glares at the universe:

Okay, so there are things I don't hate. Yahtzee and Monkey and Loki. My roommate, who is awesome. [personal profile] james for a super awesome Halloween card. All the Halloween stuff in acnh. Y'all, even though it still sometimes baffles me that y'all bother putting up with me (but I'm glad you do). Nutella. The fact that it's October so I can break out my collection of Halloweeny earrings.

...but right now that's like 10% and the rageflail is 90%...

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