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Mar. 22nd, 2014 05:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ysobelI feel sort of like a toy car stuck in mud, where spinning my wheels gets me nowhere but also what's the fucking point of trying, toy cars aren't good for anything anyway
like, fuck, how do I even fight that.
ETA Yikes, just figured out an indirect part of the problem -- my roommate's gone for the weekend, one of my PAs is gone for the week, and my therapist is leaving soon. Holy abandonment issues, Batman. /eyes brain sideways/
I mean, that doesn't address the whole "I am the uselessest fuck ever zomg" issue, but it's not /helping/. Because clearly, other people leaving on trips is All My Fault.
like, fuck, how do I even fight that.
ETA Yikes, just figured out an indirect part of the problem -- my roommate's gone for the weekend, one of my PAs is gone for the week, and my therapist is leaving soon. Holy abandonment issues, Batman. /eyes brain sideways/
I mean, that doesn't address the whole "I am the uselessest fuck ever zomg" issue, but it's not /helping/. Because clearly, other people leaving on trips is All My Fault.