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Jun. 3rd, 2014 09:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ysobelDear universe:
You may have noticed that I tend to be, er, wary of actually ENJOYING good stuff that happens, or is about to happen, out of a weird-ass fear that they will get taken away from me. (For example, remember the whole thing where I spent the entire fucking service dog boot camp expecting that they would decide I was Not Good Enough and/or too disabled or something, and take Yahtzee away.)
You may also be aware that I have two awesome things coming up. That I am terrified of losing, because of the above.
So.
a) please please PLEASE do not let the choir director decide to drop the Finnish piece from our concert Friday. I know it's one of the shakier pieces, I know most of the choir is having pronunciation issues with it, I know he mentioned today that it might not happen, but I actually have a solo. I NEVER get solos, ever. I want this. I really really want this.
b) regarding the thing Sunday for church, please do not let the pastor decide it was a bad idea -- either including the song in the service, or having me do it with him -- because while it's not quite as rare for me to be doing song leadership (what with being in the worship band), singing a solo/duet is, shall we say, uncommon.
Pretty please with sugar on top?
Love,
Me
You may have noticed that I tend to be, er, wary of actually ENJOYING good stuff that happens, or is about to happen, out of a weird-ass fear that they will get taken away from me. (For example, remember the whole thing where I spent the entire fucking service dog boot camp expecting that they would decide I was Not Good Enough and/or too disabled or something, and take Yahtzee away.)
You may also be aware that I have two awesome things coming up. That I am terrified of losing, because of the above.
So.
a) please please PLEASE do not let the choir director decide to drop the Finnish piece from our concert Friday. I know it's one of the shakier pieces, I know most of the choir is having pronunciation issues with it, I know he mentioned today that it might not happen, but I actually have a solo. I NEVER get solos, ever. I want this. I really really want this.
b) regarding the thing Sunday for church, please do not let the pastor decide it was a bad idea -- either including the song in the service, or having me do it with him -- because while it's not quite as rare for me to be doing song leadership (what with being in the worship band), singing a solo/duet is, shall we say, uncommon.
Pretty please with sugar on top?
Love,
Me
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Date: 2014-06-04 07:06 am (UTC)