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[ysobel]

Had a bit of an oh-fuck moment last night, as I realized part of my funk lately has been unresolved grief. Over a *fictional* event. And I don't feel well enough versed in canon to fic my way out of it. *sigh*

Also: my mental state is kind of like lead balloons right now. I need some (metaphorical!) helium balloons to balance it out. This sounds incredibly self-serving and pathetic, but: those of y'all that are reading this and are willing to give me ammunition to fight sigma, could you please comment with something you like about me? (Particularly recent stuff [eg the fact that I went to college, or that I used to write well ten years ago, doesn't really help *now*], and specific "proof" is better than generalities, but I'll take anything.)

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<3

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oh fuck moments

[vidyuta]

You are one of the kindest most patient people I have ever known. I know it runs in your family. You got good genes in that department. But you also make choices every moment to be considerate of others. You are stronger also than probably almost anyone I have ever met. And while you do not have an easy life, I have never detected one bit of bitterness or resentment. Those are great accomplishments.