A quick vent

I hate not being able to ever get up when I want to.

Weekdays and Sundays (the latter because of church) I get up at a set time, which is fine, and fairly normal I suppose. Saturdays I can either pre-arrange a time, or sleep in and text the on-duty PA when I want to get up. Usually it's the latter.

Problem is, because my PAs generally have a life and actually do stuff, there is a significant gap between when I decide I want to get out of bed and when I actually can. Like often as much as an hour.

It's not uncomfortable, just ... annoying.

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Whyyy do I let myself go shopping with my mom augh

I mean, okay, I know why. It's because I can't go alone (even places that I can get to alone, I can't reach anything at all, even shelves at my height or the stack of baskets or whatever), and I don't always have PAs on duty, and so going with my mom is the only way to get stuff

but

( I am feeling ranty )

I kind of want to scream, or punch things, or something

and then walking back my thoughts devolved into ( pseudo-poetry about limitations )