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Sep. 7th, 2019 08:19 pmI actually had a mostly good day today ... which is kind of weird. But the weather was lovely, and I went to the farmers market here for the first time in ... months if not years? ... and bought way too much stuff, challah (braided egg bread) and a mini cheesecake (that bakery makes a NY style cheesecake with a layer of chocolate on top, and it's an individual thing, maybe 3 or 4 inches across, so I don't have to share mwahaha) and a pecan sticky bun and peaches and berries (a 3-pack of strawberries and blueberries and blackberries), and then a corn dog to have for lunch.
Getting out was good, especially since it *wasn't hot* and also since I didn't have to go with my mom (who is frustrating to shop with), and I actually felt like I accomplished something. And I spent time with my mom later, watching Lion King (which she's either never seen or doesn't remember seeing) and eating popcorn, and I mostly didn't want to punch her.
I'm tired and my back hurts and my neck hurts -- I requested an appointment with my doctor because things are being so weird; I finally didn't have a headache today yay, but I have these weird super-tender lumps on my neck and upper shoulder that just appeared within the last few days; when it was just multiple days of headaches, there wasn't much for her to examine, but these are baffling. They don't feel like FOP. Could be swollen lymph nodes, bur I don't know why only one or two would react. Anyway, I want her to look at them ... though with my luck they'll disappear right before I go in -- but I actually feel not-horrible.
And I have yummy things to eat. Even though I "should" be avoiding carbs and sugars. Don't care. The past week has sucked mightily, on top of my current-usual level of suckage. Sticky buns and cheesecake and challah (I got the one with cheese and jalapeño on top, which they delightfully call "challahpeño") are all medicinal.
Getting out was good, especially since it *wasn't hot* and also since I didn't have to go with my mom (who is frustrating to shop with), and I actually felt like I accomplished something. And I spent time with my mom later, watching Lion King (which she's either never seen or doesn't remember seeing) and eating popcorn, and I mostly didn't want to punch her.
I'm tired and my back hurts and my neck hurts -- I requested an appointment with my doctor because things are being so weird; I finally didn't have a headache today yay, but I have these weird super-tender lumps on my neck and upper shoulder that just appeared within the last few days; when it was just multiple days of headaches, there wasn't much for her to examine, but these are baffling. They don't feel like FOP. Could be swollen lymph nodes, bur I don't know why only one or two would react. Anyway, I want her to look at them ... though with my luck they'll disappear right before I go in -- but I actually feel not-horrible.
And I have yummy things to eat. Even though I "should" be avoiding carbs and sugars. Don't care. The past week has sucked mightily, on top of my current-usual level of suckage. Sticky buns and cheesecake and challah (I got the one with cheese and jalapeño on top, which they delightfully call "challahpeño") are all medicinal.